In our 24/7 world, there is a lot of pressure to be everything to everyone all the time. One day, I was pumping in an airport bathroom stall while frantically trying to answer an email on my phone when it suddenly hit me. I was living two conflicting lives and neither were me. When I was mom, I felt I was missing out on some major deal. When delivering stellar results at work, I felt this overwhelming mommy guilt. Balance is not something you find, it's something you fight for every day.